Abbu-My Father, My Life

Though he was my father but I always treated him as a very close friend of mine. We were together in every thick & thin. We made attempts to win the economic war and won high success. We cried tried and laughed as well.

He used to call me bhai jaan and I called him Abbu yaar...aaahhhhh!!!!

The sad part of our life is that when we have a precious thing we never care but when suddenly loose it we feel like empty from the heart........ and so was our relationship...he was there and was just there when alive... I never realised how important he was for my life. A shoulder to cry on, a friend to share life stories with, and phases I was passing through. Oh Abbu, you went so suddenly then i am still very shocked what happened .

you used to sing the song "Kal Hoon Na Hoon...." i.e. "Who knows may we remain tomorrow or no" and I never took that signal seriously. even on the last day we were together in a meeting and you were discussing the future plans... i still remember our last conversation " i will be sixty in two years and then we will do some thing in a planned fashion..." . Abbu when will you get sixty, i want to see you grow old... I really want to see you start up a flourishing business. i want you to go Dubai to buy Abbayas for our shop... i wont to see you doing so many things which you always wanted to do but could never have done...Kaaashhhhhh.....
i love you abbu and will always will... Allah Apki bakhshish karay Ameen!

life is beautiful ...give Time some time

initially when i was frustrated , i felt that life sucks ... and that i am loser in all senses ... but as they said-time heals every wound and if you give time enough time it finds ways for your progress or realising dreams.

though my dreams are not realised as such but still i feel i am enjoying life these days ... everything turns positive and i see more success and rewards than failures i used to see in every move of mine ...

As mentioned earlier , i used to plan launching my own brand but what product i didn't know. but now , i have  store of womens wear (abaya) and its is at one of the most decent malls of karachi - atrium.

things are going good good now and we are planning to spread our wings....

true that that time finds a way .. all we need is give time some time...

let's hope and push hard

shit man, after one and a half years since I wrote my first blog, I am still standing where i was earlier.... why..yes... i know... its the slow decision that i make , that's the problem... thank you God, for now i know this simple principle------take decision and go for the action or weap and cry for the rest of your life for not going where you wanted to :)

but mere knowing is not enough....
i must take action now.....

a freind of mine while discussing this problem mentioned about Johanesburg South Africa, according to him there is a good opportunity lies there for grocery items , and by the way, iam working on launching my own brand of Honey in the local market for quite some time--you got it PLANNING only and not doing any thing concrete so far...

see that's the problem, if we don't take action we will remain where we are ...

i know for sure that my life is at halt but every day is a new day and your failures are sugar coated and named as experience a lot of time.

I am now pushing myself to take some bold decision and am positive that if i keep postering myself for the action, one day i will take an action which will be good for my entire family...

lets hope and puch hard:)